indeed, it is two long and healthy bodies Alhamdulillah have started to take over this middle-size bed that used to be sufficient for us three. those days have gone, i guess, and i embrace it ^^, never really think about it, really, up to this nite, when i cant sleep well for enjoying my first and a half day of menstrual day. im not having a pain, but a discomfort knowing if i sleep before changing my pad, then my sheet would be dirty tomorrow morning, but i cant change my pad yet before sure it's full enough. so my soberity versus 2 unsober human here, is what really kick (literally) me to think of an alternate bedding strategy. from what i've learned tonite, my girl dont move much, while my boy quite the opposite. that would go into some consideration too regarding the strategy. i must say splitting boy and girls room is a mandatory now, since he's having a sunat soon, i reckon that would be a great milestone to have a big transformation. i've been thinking about chan...
last night when i was reading (scrolling instagram), i got a nice short clip from emma, playing hermione in harry potter. she mentioned about the feelings of not included, not welcomed somewhere, not invited. pokoknya she said, making people feel not included is such a painful thing to do. and yes it does. i was very emotional regarding this short clip, cause ive been there. is there anyone never been in this position? for me, it's always the first-two years of new workplace. my first workmate treated me soo "nice" that i lost my weight significantly. after 17 years of having educations, from kindergarden to university, never have i ever felt i dont wanna leave house in the morning. not until i face this reality in these 2 offices. i was clearly not invited, and eventhough i dont technically need the invitation -i'm spiritually committed to my house and my kids outside the workhours- a tiny acknowledgement wouldnt hurt, would it? things are getting better, eventually...